b4 exams
9:24 p.m. - 2006-11-04

felt so anxious today, was crying for a while. I got to believe in myself.

Afternoon was much better when i took a break and ran with Flavian. Have not run in ages. We ran to the top of the lookout. Weather was sucky, lots of overhanging clouds, so not such a spectacular view.

really good to get out of the house and to be with the surroundings.

miss the runs i had with jonathan.....

exams start tmw. It will decide my fate next year. If i repeat the year or move on to a better life.

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