jian dan ai
9:05 a.m. - 2006-07-04

was talking to Michael after churc o sunday. he's in 5th yr i think. and was asking about regional rotation, where to go. i said i wana go gosford or newcastle. He sort of scolded me for missing the oppurtunity to experience more in a more rural place. I said I like the city better and then he says," so why did u do medicine, if u are not prepared for this?"

i couldn't answer.

guess i have been just selfish. thinking how much i can enjoy in a bigger town, rather than roughing it out in rural australia. I hope international students get more choice other than gosford or belmont for regional rotation next yr. cos after the convo with him, i felt i was ready was smaller hospitals and smaller communities. they need us and i need them.

so happy to hear the electric guitar last nite:)

looking fwd to jamming sessions.

i sat on my bed last nite, thinking how the world might or might not tumble when i see on the net my result. i thought its this fri, but its the next. but its not over when it comes out. there is still a harder sem, more years to come, more experience. and many more exams. exams are a fact of life.

and i cant believe you said shut up to me.

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